looking back

looking back
I seem to only see smiles,
those long nights of talking,
texts of gossip,
and silly insiders.
Where did it go?
Now its can you stop looking at me,
don't talk to me,
texts of unknowing,
and stupid lies.
Was it really worth it?
To believe it?
To lose someone that was always there,
even when you fell and ripped your pants,
even when you didn't know what to do,
even when I didn't know what to do,
even when I was going threw the same thing,
Well it doesn't really matter does it.
I mean we weren't going to stay friends forever
But sometimes I wonder.
Was it worth it ?