Would you be mad?

Would you be mad if i told you?
I wanna walk in someone else's shoes,
I wanna see the world from someone else's view,
Just because im scared that i am doing this all wrong.
Would you be mad if i told you?
I wanna disappear into the ocean,
I wanna live in water,
Just because it soothes my pain.
Would you be mad if i told you?
I wanna be on the posters in stores,
I wanna be idolized,
Just because then someone would.
Would you be mad if i told you?
I wanna be happy,
I wanna be able to wake up smiling,
Just because im not.

Don't take this like I need help I'm fine.